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well, its been a very hard week (or month) for me. being apart from my usual social life, have to live my life completely alone, i fucked all my assignments, and a lot of struggles. first, i got sick of all of these college dramas, i mean, im dealing with a lot of two-faced bitch, i have to hear them talking shits, and i should swallow all their lies. 

friendship, well, there's nothing last forever right? and this college life just taught me. i know it is okay to having a lot of friends because its really cool, BUT what if one of your "best friend" start acting like an asshole and then they're leaving you with your eyebrows crumbling and your mouth open? i know it such a bitch right?

love, oh, "maybe im not a smart person but i know what love is" so what is love darling?

love, for me, its just a tiny piece of crap who can make your life a living hell when you swallow it. well talking about love, anyone can be tired of being alone. and im one of them, i've been wasting my entire months by being fabulously single and im bored. im a girl, i need some attentions, i need a little touch or some cute words from guy i admit it i love it when a guy flirting on me, you cant call me a bitch because trust me you like it too. and there's a guy who is successfully stealing my attention and got my eyes ready to aim. but.... i dont know, im afraid of being hurt. yes, it is obvious, if you dont wanna get hurt please stop falling in love. BUT HELLO stop being in love is like being forced to stop breathing, you cant just live without love, dude, if you call yourself a love hater and you are fucking proud living without love, well congrulation dude if you're living without love your parent should be throwing you to the dumpster :) and you could be dead right now :)