first, today i accidentally stapled my finger in the middle of the exam :-)
second, i accidentally met my ex crush but i really wanna punch him in his face because he left me when im 100% sure he's the one. which is kinda put me in a bad bad bad mood.
third, guess who just came into my condo?? him. the one im trying to forget. we watched some movies, and that moment happened again. we're kind of spooning while watching movie, we laugh, we look into each other's eyes, he hold my hands, he put his hands on my hips, he's playing with my hair and lips like the old days, im not gonna lie that butterfly still happens everytime he did that, and then he told me, "your heart's racing fast" shit. really i wont let that happen again, because right now im trying my best to erase him from my mind and my heart (its impossible to erase him from my life because yeah, you know, we see each other every fuckin single day). im trying to open my heart and let a perfect guy stole my attention, besides, im not in the mood for falling in love or having a relationship right now.
by the way, my period is coming early. i think its time to take a good sleep, bye!
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