Dreamed a little dream

Last night, i had a very sweet but random dream about him. So we're going to some place together, and our friends were there too. I dont know what we're doing there but all i know is we're stuck in the middle of a heavy rain, im wearing a pair of ugly rainboots, and i shiver. I told him that i really want to go home, and im cold.

So then he put his arms around me, he told me that he'll take me home soon. And.... We kissed. He kissed my lips. I know its kinda gross, but it feels like i can taste his mouth, the wetness of his lips, his tongue and a little smile he made when he kissed me. Just like our first kiss. So then i cant stop thinking about him again. Wishing that i can kiss him right now and tell him i miss him. I feel so lonely because suddenly i feel like im losing him oh god why i have to be in this position agaaaaaaain? :-(